In life, misunderstanding in friendship always happen... But this time, there are some dark future that the 7 of us will not be together as one group. Sometimes people may misunderstood me but i will always give some room for people to explain themselves..Its hard to have a true friend but easy to have a close friend. i may have many close friends but none of them is perfect. People makes mistake and i am always ready to forgive them. If i'm the one at fault, i will apologize but if its unreasonable, What The Heck... I don't care! I will just wait for that person to apologised first. I may be not perfect in peoples eyes and whatever i did wrong to my friends, I am apologizing right now coz me myself don't realise my mistakes... I am ready to listen to people's thought about me wether its positive or even negative. Ard 2 weeks ago, i recieved a mystery gift from someone and i thought someone had forgotten to take it... But its actually from one of my friends wanting to apologized. I accept with all my heart. Now, because of a small fight over only 2 person, we had become 2 different peoples. I seriously don't want this to happen coz i love my friends no matter how hatred they are to me. Wether they love me or not, i still love them right deep inside my heart. I was so damn freaking extremely hurt and angry when i know that my trusted friend betray me by backstabbing about alot of negative things of me. She thought i'm a stuck-up but actually i'm having problems right now. Said that i always copy what others do. What the F! People may have different personality and sometimes the same. Our taste over sth can be same too! If we copy word to word about what we like but the same as others, i called that copy cat or even some say a poser. I like to be unique but sometimes, not everything is unique. IF we have the same bag or sth... that may be coincident. Btw, that bugis bag was what my couzin pick for me. We share that bag so she got to choose what she like. I just accept it. But i'm 100% not on purpose that i know you have the same bag. We can make it like a friendship bag coz we are quite close. But now, your words are very painfully hurtingly spitted out from your mouth you know. Although you are just teasing or joking, it hurts alot... deep deep inside. Its very hurtful think about all the negative stuffs that happen. I think i just stoppe here but i do wish that we are happy as always like last time.
